Why listen to you, if you’re not willing to listen back?

I can’t complain enough on how much I hate not seeing you. Especially, when I need you the most. I’m so tired, so fcking tired of getting my hopes up and then getting disappointed. Its like… I’m waiting for nothing.

Dear you,

I don’t hate you or anything. I just hate you with her. I know you’re not doing anything wrong, but still. It hurts me so much seeing you with her. You hurt her and you think you can just go back talking to her again? Wanting her to wait for you after school? Please. She gave you another chance and you messed it up. Now, she has a guy, a much better guy.. That’ll actually love and care for her. Okay? I don’t want to come off as a btch, but you need to find a new girl to play around with.

I think it’s kind of sad how you act so differently around other people. You blew off your best friend for ‘better’ or ‘cooler’ people. Everyone notices it too, not just me.

My two cents.

So, I was watching a documentary called “30 Days”. This guy talks about illegal immigrants and how they shouldn’t be in the US. Like, this guy didn’t like any illegal immigrants because they came here without any papers or anything. I’m just sitting down and shaking my head. Why do people that were ONLY born in the US get rights? Why can’t immigrants get the same rights as US citizens? They can’t come to America just cause they aren’t US citizens? That’s like saying US citizens can’t go to Mexico because they aren’t citizens of Mexico. You’re probably thinking, “what is this girl saying..” But it’s true! Why does it matter where anyone comes from? We’re all humans.  We’re all living in ONE planet. We were ALL born in this one planet. We’re all Gods children, right? We were all created equally so why can’t we be treated equally?

What are you saying?

It doesn’t matter where I go to praise God. Im still praising Him and only Him. Why do I have to be at one certain place to praise Him, to learn about Him? Just because, I go to a church A means I can’t go to church B or C?

Hm.

Seeing you makes me wonder why I let you go.

Okay.

You did it once, she forgave you. You did it twice, she dropped your ass. Even though, she didn’t want to. It’s sad that you have the mentality to think that she’ll go back to you. AGAIN. What’s even worse is that, she might go back to you again. Just cause, you’re ‘perfect’ in her eyes. I knew from your first fault that you’d do it again. That’s MY sister, okay? I swear, if you even TRY to come back to her… who knows what crazy shit ima do to you.